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Good times.

Good afternoon, everyone! (it is afternoon here in Brunei Darussalam. currently it is 12:46PM when I started writing this)

Just want to reminisce one of the unforgettable moments regarding my interaction with him. Yeap, my cutie pie oppa. :) (and writing a post about him which also means I really miss him so damn much. sigh)

one Saturday afternoon, we were talking about music. my dear cutie pie, as a Korean, ofcourse he is proud of promoting the Korean wave to me (which I assume I know more of the K-pop music than him. jk)

We spit out various of artists that we like. I asked which Korean artists is his favorite. He said it is ‘Bobby Kim’ (he listens to the ‘now-decade’ K-pop songs too. ha). The cutest thing is, he smiled when I said, “I will try to listen to some of Bobby Kim’s songs”. Lovely thing is, my co-worker caught that he smiled at my words. Yurisa(the co-worker who caught him smiling) whispered to me, “he is smiling”. Upon hearing that, I smiled too in my heart.

He then played 2 of the songs on his phone. The first song was Taeyang’s ‘Eyes, Nose, Lips’. I immediately said that it is my favorite song and I loved all of the songs in the album. I again comfortably say, “I could sing this song to you but my voice is ugly” #truth I am shameless…..or just comfortable saying that to him haha :) then after that I said that I was just kidding.

The most memorable thing during our ‘music conversation’ is when he said he wanted to catch my breath. Yes, no joke (ㅋㅋ). He played this particular song from his phone(the song sounds familiar but I couldn’t remember it. turned out I’ve listened to the song since it is first released). He played it so loudly in the lobby lol. When I looked at his phone, I am trying to figure out what song it is. The title is in Hangul and since I can read Hangul(slowly) I am like taking his phone to get a closer look. I asked for a permission, “can I pause the song for awhile?” I then paused the song and read out the title of the song. “Sum-su-ri?”?

Yeah, it means catch your breath

I know it is just a simple phase from him answering my question. but why am I sorta touched by it hahahahahahha so silly finn

so that is all I have to share from our music talk. You guys can listen to the song he promoted here:

ZE:A[제국의아이들] 숨소리(Breathe) Official M/V

I wish to see you again.

Anyeong, everyone! I am back to blogging again. I’ve been busy due to work and now I am absolutely FREE from work because I am unemployed LOL yeap, I just resigned my shitty workplace. Do I feel good? ofcourse I do! I am now free from pain, free from fatigue and the most important thing is, free from work politics!!!!!!

Anyways, the real reason why I am writing is because I want to express my feeling about a certain someone. I think this may be the first time I am deliberating how I feel about a person at this blog….

First of all, to that particular someone, 

(credit korjapchi for pic above)

Why Korean all of a sudden?

almost half of the human population(particularly females) are addictively into K-Pop AKA the Hallyu wave and many dream to get partnered with tall, handsome, fair Korean guys for a lifetime. I dream of this too as well but I know it is just an imagination(or greed lol).

I am not trying to be vain but I do not expect to come across some Korean who will/might/might not become an important part in my life

Let me tell you a story about an extraordinary Korean guy.

he may not be tall. he may not have the most flawless skin. he may not have the most handsome face which you can spaz all day long about. he is just an ordinary one, and thats what makes him stands out amongst the others(as for me).

it has already been almost a week since we last met. “보고시ㅠ어요”(I miss you/I want to see you) will be the first word I will say as soon as you come back from offshore. “how have you been” and as well as, “odi-seo-yo?”(where are you).

Knowing you may not be long, but why do I already feel secure when talking to you? Why does my true behavior shows? Why do I feel like I am real self when interacting with you? Why am I feeling this comfortable? out of all, I wonder, is it just me or are you feeling it too?(which I doubt)

We have been talking for only 5 days. yet why those 5 days, make me feel like I have already known 50% of you? Even so, you make me interested in you, only you. out of most guests I am friendly with(I used to work at a hotel’s front desk for 2 months), why do I have an amazing bonding with this one?

Dear you, I bet that you won’t notice me observing you from afar and your flaws. but why am I already accepting your flaws since I first notice it?

You asked to keep in touch with you and ofcourse, I do not want to lose the chance to know you more. Why am I willing to wait for a text back eventhough I know that it will take about 2 weeks to get a response from you?

연현정, the type of guy who is sure about his feelings, who needs trust from a chosen lifetime partner, the guy who doesn’t even realize that he himself is cute. the way he walks in his grey crocs, the way he blushed when I say, “I will try to listen to your favorite songs”, the way his short legs couldn’t reach tile when he is sitting on a sofa and his confusion towards girls who do not wear make-up are all cute. 

the feeling of comfort when talking to you and the compliments by the people around saying that we look a match made me feel like you are the one…or maybe not. 

Nope, I do not want to expect anything yet from you. Expectation leads to disappointment.

I miss the way you grabbed me because I was standing quite far from you when we are taking a selca. I covered my face. I laughed my shyness away and you were like “why?”. Because I kind of like you that is why I am shy. But I like the way you respect me by not grabbing hold of my waist after that.

I love the way how you immediately delete a picture of you on my phone because you said you were ugly. You are not, darling.

I love the way how your eyesmile and cheeky smile shows when I compliment you.

I love the way you asked to keep in touch with you eventhough you may see me just as a ‘friend’.

I love the way you asked me to bring you to the places where I always hangout with my friends and you are even willing to pay for the taxi cost just because you want to know where do our people often go for a chill.

I love the way you point out that your ex-girlfriend is not for you when we asked about your status.

I love the way you talk about your country origin and how diversely you know about different regions in your country.

I notice how you face is so calm when I called you, “oppa” because it seems like you’ve been called “oppa” alot LOL

I think I should stop. This post is too vain.

& I never forget to check my Kakaotalk and Facebook everyday just to get a text from you.